Monday, August 8, 2016

Suupeer Looong.. And a bit cheesy.. Just a bit!


Most of the time, I'm a super chill girl that says it how it is. I'm straight up with people when it comes to how I feel. I don't know what happened, but ever since you walked into my life, you completely changed the game for me. Obviously, by now, I have had many different experiences when it comes to having feelings for someone, but this is so different. At this point in our lives, in relationships, we either break up or we get married. How crazy is that?

I've had my heart broken too many times, and that really sucks. I've started to guard my heart and wait for something incredibly special, and I'm hoping that it is you.

Sometimes, I act like an annoying girl that leads herself on more than you do. I plan things out in my head and prepare for the future. I get so excited for you to meet my family, spend holidays together, and experience so many things together. I don't know why I do, I just can't help it. I enjoy being around you and I see myself being with you for more than you have even thought about. Sometimes I just have too many feelings that I want to share, but you'll just have to go with it. You're going to have to accept me as I am, even when I cry about small things or want to spend as much time as possible with you.

You may not like yourself, but I do. You talk down on yourself, but you don't even understand how much I value you in my life. We may have only known each other for a few months out of our lives, but I wish you would see how important you are to me. I believe that you have so much going for you and that you're going to go so far in your life. I just hope that maybe, just maybe, I could be there to witness that.

Tell me that you don't reciprocate those feelings, I just need something that proves to me that you're worth my time and effort. I can't take another heartbreak, and I pray that you won't be the next one.

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