Meeting you changed her as a woman. When you are around, she finds herself growing and glowing at the same time. And when you are away, she finds herself appreciating you a lot more. Around you, she is always on cloud 9. Her wings just cut differently through the air when you are around. You never put her down and make her feel like her opinion doesn't matter. You kissed her mental and emotional scars so much that she has found herself being further and further removed from previous pains now. You gave her hope, when every other man before you gave her doubt. What made you special was, you wanted to win her over in the proper order. You wanted to be her best friend way before you wanted to be the best man that she has ever had.

I'm tired of this

Behind every girl is a story of a guy who made her the way she is today. Every girl has had at least that one guy she's been through so much with. He could be her longest relationship, her first love and her first heart break. She had some of her best experiences with him and some of her worst. He said some of the sweetest things to her and he also said some of the most terrible things. There are things he did that made her the happiest girl and there are also things he did that made her feel so shitty. All these memories will follow her into every relationship she gets into. She just feels like less of a girl every time she tries to get to know someone cause she gets more insecure every time it doesn't work out. Every mistake other guys would make, would just remind her of that one guy who hurt her badly. She was never the same after that guy, and never will be, again.