Meeting you changed her as a woman. When you are around, she finds herself growing and glowing at the same time. And when you are away, she finds herself appreciating you a lot more. Around you, she is always on cloud 9. Her wings just cut differently through the air when you are around. You never put her down and make her feel like her opinion doesn't matter. You kissed her mental and emotional scars so much that she has found herself being further and further removed from previous pains now. You gave her hope, when every other man before you gave her doubt. What made you special was, you wanted to win her over in the proper order. You wanted to be her best friend way before you wanted to be the best man that she has ever had.

I'm tired of this

Behind every girl is a story of a guy who made her the way she is today. Every girl has had at least that one guy she's been through so much with. He could be her longest relationship, her first love and her first heart break. She had some of her best experiences with him and some of her worst. He said some of the sweetest things to her and he also said some of the most terrible things. There are things he did that made her the happiest girl and there are also things he did that made her feel so shitty. All these memories will follow her into every relationship she gets into. She just feels like less of a girl every time she tries to get to know someone cause she gets more insecure every time it doesn't work out. Every mistake other guys would make, would just remind her of that one guy who hurt her badly. She was never the same after that guy, and never will be, again.

Dear future husband

Dear Future Husband,

I want you—all of you. I want to look into your eyes when I wake up, every day, every night. I want to lie beside you in bed and snuggle for warmth. I want to feel your sleep-laden arms around me, feeling me up in your dreams. I want you to wake me up in the middle of the night to have your fill of me.

I want you—all of you. I want to know the tiny details of your everyday life. I want to know who told you what, who made you feel what, what you saw on the way to work, and what you thought while you nibbled on the sandwich during lunch. I want you to share every single detail of your life, until it becomes mine. All of it, until it fills me up—my body, soul and mind.

I want the security of your arm as my blanket. And I want the freedom of our travels. I want to feel the smooth skin and sooty smell of your body against mine. And I want to feel your lashes blink against my cheeks as you fall asleep.

All this and more, until your life becomes mine, and mine yours.

I want to carry the warm, invisible stamp on me—the mark that says I am a taken woman, owned in entirety. That I’m a woman conquered.

A woman, who finally, willingly, chose to admit defeat and surrendered her life at the feet of happiness, of domesticity. That I’ve been touched so deeply, that no one other touch matters.

I want to love you until you’re my sun, my sin, and my heaven. And I want you to love me back. I want you to smile into my eyes and laugh at my jokes, poor as they may be. I want you to share your dreams and your fears, your likes and your dislikes, the things that you love and those that fill you with awe. And I want to take those and make them mine, until I practically see through your eyes.

You see, I was once a woman who kept a part untouched, hidden away from the world. I was once a woman who sought to hide in frivolous flings, uncaring and distant. I was a woman who didn’t appreciate the full intensity of love. I once ran away from all this.

Not anymore. Not with you.

Today, I want to give you my all, and more. Today, I want to be with you. Today, I am combustible, and only you know how to light me up. Today, I am yours. Today, I am you. 

I Love You

There is no one else on this Earth I would trade you for, and I know and pray that you are part of God's plan for me. Your family, your friends. I think the best thing about mutually falling in love with someone is that no matter how hard it gets, you know you’re never going to fall. I promise, mon amour, that I am here.

I Accept You For You

I can still look back and remember all the little things about you that no one else would know. Your quirky hyper laugh. That's just a one of my favorite unique things about you. I think the most important thing about you, is that you are absolutely perfect to me. You have accepted me for everything that I am, and every mistake I have made, and that is something I always want to do for you.

I Will Never Give Up On You

I will never give up on you; I will never give up on us. I will never let anyone tell me ever again that you are not right for me, because I know better than anyone else exactly what I love about you and I know I don’t need validation from anyone. Your smile, your hugs, your kisses are just some of my favorite things and I would choose those for the rest of my life, any day.

Love is...

love is happiness...
love is smiling when you hear that person's voice...
love is the butterflies in your tummy no matter how many times you see that person...
love is when you look at them and smile for no reason...
love is seeing an imperfect person perfectly...
love is painful..
love is hard...
love is sacrifice..
love is sadness..

I also remembered loving everything about him ncluding his flaws.. Friends told me that we met in
a very spontaneous way.. And then everything happened so fast..

I don't care, I Love him..